p.s You’re Beautiful
I would have merely stared at you.
whenever you tried telling me how I’m way better than you
I hated that particular feeling
when every time you compared yourself with me,
the times you called me pretty
perfect in everything
and you never be able to come to my league
I hated that, I hated it cause I couldn’t make you see how BEAUTIFUL you are.
And when I say BEAUTIFUL, I mean your soul
your existence, your personality.
The word ‘beautiful’ stands quite powerful for me and I value it
Not everything you see is beautiful.
You feel the beauty, and eventually, fall in love with the beauty,
the soul, the personality one holds.
p.s You’re Beautiful
In the middle of the sunflower field
Will you call out my name?
I will turn around and be looking for your bright eyes to meet mine
Will those eyes be seeing through my soul?
Those eyes would rather be giving a disgusted look
And your smile mocking my soul.
Don’t call out my name in the middle of the sunflower field
I’m too weak to shine like the sun
Too weak to be fine by myself
Let the sunflowers bury me from your eyes
But couldn’t you just fall for me all over again?
Forgetting your traces couldn’t get more difficult
You brought out such a feeling in me
That I allowed none to do that to me
Your traces couldn’t get more difficult for me to carry on
The times i say won’t shed a tear
The times it gets harder to hold me up
What’s so unique in you?
I let you break me and be the reason for making me smile
I keep on waiting for you but I know there’s nothing to wait for
Why am I still waiting for you?
The wait hurt my soul and allowed the teardrops
Why am I finding myself so weak for you?
Your soul was so magical that I found everything in it
Deep inside I always knew you never cared for my love
But I would always linger for your love
Wished I would cross your mind
Making you go crazy when you couldn’t catch a glance of me
What was so unique in you that none could bring out this feeling in me
And none hurt me the way you’re doing unconsciously
I wished to forget you, erase every trace of you in my heart,
just leave already
But couldn’t you just fall for me all over again?
